Having someone by your side day in and day out might seem to get old after a while but when you love someone that's not the case. I love being around you 24-7 and yes everyone has their ups and downs in a relationship but we can make it no matter how hard things seem to get. When your far away from me for a long period of time I start to get down and lonely. I feel like life has no purpose and I seem to be lost in this world. Everything is in a daze and never feels the same. I just keep thinking negative thoughts and all I want is for you to come home and wrap your arms around me and never let go. You tell me that you cant wait to see me but its just not the same without you here by my side. I cry myself to sleep every night because I'm used to you being here, and everyone tells me to get out and have fun but its impossible to do that if your not with me. You tell me you love me every other second of the day but its just not the same when its not face to face. I cant lie, I miss you more than anything and cant wait till I have you back in my arms. When your around I pay attention to every little detail but when your not I could care less. I lay around looking at our pictures as tears roll down my cheeks and your not here to wipe them away and tell me "baby, everything will be fine." I need you in my life just as much as you need me so I have to stay strong. I can only imagine whats going threw your mind as you try and fall asleep every night with out me. I'm not the only one in pain and missing you so it just makes me stronger when I think about it. I cant wait till you come home to me and we have each other back in our arms. I just want you to know that the world means everything to me and you are my world. I love you Brandon Carroll with all my heart!!!
XOXOXO (=
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